!#$%^&*( the Siamese Twins!!!

I am so disappointed and pissed.

Firstly , i was in all anticipation of the Singapore Fashion Festival..so happily decided that i shall try to go to all the events in the calendar..WRONG MOVE!

Hiaz , to think that i even force Viv to bring my camera down from her workplace..haha..

Anyway , the whole thing was disappointing...Or perhaps i can't appreciate fashion enough.Used to think that i have quite a bit of fashion sense...turned out..nada.period.

I went to Heeren @ HMV in search for the 'Fashion meets music' exhibition or something to the likes...turns out...i found nuthin.either that or i am a big blind.

walked ALL 5 floors lei , but didn't even find anything..how maddening!

that's not all..after walking pass lucky plaza , I gave in to temptation and ordered MAcdonald for dinner..not nice when u are eating alone...

At 8pm , time for the Mercedes Benz Asia Fashion Awards..so walked all the way back to the Tent ..guess what....its for invited guests onli and they never F****** indicate so!Argh!!so angui you know ..u walk all the way there in painful shoes & you dun get to see what you want!!

did i mention that i went to see the ferragamo shoe exhibition also ?

Not to be defeated , i circled around Takashimaya , in the hope that perhaps they would open it to the public at a later time...haha..fat hope...

i felt like a fool ...circling the area twice..

ANd u know what...Takashimaya doesn't sell paper clips!i juz wanted to buy a box of normal paper clips , never mind the exhorbitant price i was prepared to pay..BUT...THEY JUST DON:T HAVE IT..all I saw was those cute cute clips that possess no use when you need them for the most basic reasons.

For all the bad luck , i was hoping that my next stop at Far East Plaza 'Customized Sneakers Exhibition' would be better.

My hopes didn't come true.

Neither was the one for the Leslie kee photography exhibition..

I really want to strangle someone...

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The above 'Siamese twins' is not the real ones.I am not so cruel.I proudly refer those stupid- idiotic- couples-stuck-at-the-hips as one.

Do you know how irritating it is when u are standing behind one and one who makes 'zut zut' sound(aka kissing-for-the-whole-world-to-know sound) ...My Gawd SHUT THE F*** UP! DISplay your PDA at home please..you could even have sex i dun care as long as u do it at home or hotel whatever!!!

I mean as a couple , do u literally have to be twins and joined to the hips nontheless ?Have you ever thought of those poor people who wants to walk pass you but can't coz TWO F******** idiots are blocking the whole walkway???

I met one such couple today ..and guess what...I STARED at them in action!

LALALALA...I feel good !!! SHOw lAh..Show More lah...U want to act i will watch!

*To all couples out there...i don mean to offend .I know that when u are in love , only the two of you exist, but please do remember that in REALITY , or at least in SInagpore , there are 4millions people surrounding you.Do spare a thought for them Thank you!*

Done with venting le...wana zzz already..I just hope that Saturday's fashion show @ Zouk will not yet be another dissapointment..i can't take anymore dissapointment le .

p/s will update my salthy donuts pictures later in the week :)

XXX COnFused XXX

I duuno why i am feeling this way..but suddenly..i wana cry.

I think i had enough of something , but can't exactly pinpoint what is it.

So pissed with everything..

I really really pray that everything goes well , if not , i dunno what is the next step i gona take.Why is this thing making me so miserable...is this a warning or what ...

I hope its juz tiredness...

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Saturday

Initially juzt wanted to laze an afternoon at viv's place , save some money , have some chat and go home.It was with a bit of reluctance that i went over..the bus ride was long and cold(ok , not that bad actually ) and took about almost an hour.

We watch her dinner and dance Dvd , where she took part in the pegeant's segment.Felt that i wasn't watching her , i was watching another person.

Are all pegeants pretentious?Do people behave like that around people they know?I guess not , i mean i am not against pegeants , like if i was in that circumstances , i think i would have behave that way too.It juz didn't feel real to me..

Anyway after that the gals(namely wing and viv) went into a frenzy of donuts baking.i wana faint..or i juz dun have the talent to cook ..manz..they ponder over the recipe over like for a good half hour , before deciding on one..then it was like another half hour searching for the ingredients in the house..so we took at least 1 hr to get things together...*was almost ready to faint from hunger*

You know what , the provision shop sells a donut for a good ol 40C!

Why do we have to spend the last one hour doing all that work when we can get one straight ?To make up for my loss of sanity , i bought a can of baked beans and also chose a pack of dumplings for snacks.

'Cooked' the baked Beans while they try their hand at the donuts...was fairly amused throughout the whole process coz 'the thing' certainly didn't look like donut dough to me..haha..

Guess what..the end result was ....they put salt instead of sugar !!!

SIX TABLESPOON of SALT~

It was the saltiest thing i ever tasted..wahah...but it was really really a fun experience.

Contradictive right? hated it in the beginning then now kinda like that experience..i wana put the 'three sweat' sign myself..

That hilarious episode cheered us all up...and luckily we had the dumplings and baked beans as back-up so managed to fill up some stomach..keke

Well , if u are able to read from the start to here..congrats..you have more patience then i expected ..coz i duuno what i have been typing...aniwei to cut a long story short , we decided to leave for toa payoh to buy some cosmetics.dun ask why but i spent near to 60 on all those nail/eye stuffs..and then headed to chinatown..went tp karaoke ..the name is '10 dollar...smthin '..quite ok , sang to around 2plus and we walked to clarke quay .waited for a bloody i-dun-know-how-long time before managed to get on 65M..reached home at 3plus and collasped in bed at a grand 4 am before waking at 8am ..

cool huh...okie..my brain is officially shutting down..i am goin to brush my teeth and probably cry myself to bed , unless i get knocked out first...

This must be the most boring entry i ever wrote..

what the heck...

bye.

Achievement for the day...not realli cool ...will work on it ! 

The speakers for my penny..cool isn't it? 

i am starting to love my room more  

Bed's in the middle coz was cleaning it and no one there to help me push it back  

Like the view from my window *winks* 

Where the computer used to be..its hard to think of how to use this space , with the wires and all 

The space all emptied.. 

I started out on my project at around 1100 

The Block:Reinvented

Heidi ho..

What have I been up to the whole day ?

Look up and ya knoe ;)

Alrighty...taking advantage of the one week break I have from school as well as a free day from EAster , I got the inspiration to do up my room!

Initially wanted to change the position of the cupboard , so i started to move eveything out..My Gawd..didn;t realize that my room could be THAT BIG@!

Haha , it was fun ..cleaning out the whole room again ..its still undone and i will be out tomorrow , but i believe i should be able to do it . :)Cheers maNz..for the confidence .*woohoo*

New room..new found confidence..and better luck !
* I cross my fingers real hard*

Well , i think i might see better with the bigger font so here it is..

yuppie...i am done with my exam for the term !officially , i am on my break now..its so refreshing.but suddenly there is this loss..loss of not knowing whart to do during this break...

Haah...am not goin to moan about my bloody results again ..coz i know the effort i put in..dug...lets forget about it...

As i was saying about that guy that day , he replied me with an email about about efforts and results...the blahs...how much effort u put in u get what kind of results..kinda like You reap what you sow thingy...i mean , yes i know tat i haven put in that much effort in my studies..AND you DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME OF THAT!
whahah...i deleted that email anyway and decided that i shall NEVER email him unless he starts it first and also i shall say my piece of mind as and when i like it thank you very much...

Can i ask a question..hmm..is like when u do something or want something..do u think of the implication on someone else?I guess most people don;t right?its like inate in a person to look out for himself first before caring about someone elses feel...

Or does it juzt happens to singles?I preach to people that sometimes being single is much better , u decide ur life , u do what you want and have a hell of a time as u like..but does this make us more selfish?Does being single condition us to protect oursleves against those lovey-dovey couples?

Maybe yes , maybe no..guess its stil up to the attitude that one has right?I hope i dun belong to the selfish category ..maybe i am...what the hell , i dun know..

I know , however , that one day , i wana know some nice guy , we would lead a simple and peaceful life(maybe an occasional pillow fight would be fun) , maybe have a bunch of kids that drives u crazy and we would hold hands and grow old together , in sickness n in health ..

But until then , i will enjoy fully my singlehood , savour life to the fullest and live out my dreams!!!

Ahoy! Ahoy! Ahoy!

p.s i so f****** love myself .

my day went fine ..had a quiet morning , did my work and stuffs and also managed to squeeze in some study time.

i was chatting with a friend via email ..and it all went well until he asked me about my recent job application , which so far only he himself knows.

he was a good guy , so i was expecting him to be nice and kinda like encourage me on and not to feel dejected on my exam result and a possible rejection for my application.

As this job i applied for , i believe , require some 'looks' and i probably know that i can;t make it...
but he had the aducity to say "On a scale , would you weigh/rate yourself as a 6 or 7?"

mAnz , that made me infuriated.I didn't want to reply.

My goodness...i know i am not a looker..but u DON"T HAVE TO PUT ME DOWN THIS WAY!
I am so pissed by that remark..its like"manz , so i am only a 6 or 7 to you??"

Shoot !I vow to make you eat your words!


ok , i am done venting ..back to the books ...

finally , an exam to go and i am a free person ! at least for a week..hehe...
for that upcoming beautiful week , i have planned to revamp a bit of my room , namely to change some position of my furnitures.juz took some photos of my bathroom ...eww, i think they sucks...

Have you guys watched 'The Block '?i really like that show , think its showing the first season on SCV .Heard that Fiona and Adam won the game.Interesting..makes me wana do a revamp for my home.but , realistically , guess its quite impossibke...starting with the budget problem :(
and followed by timing problem as well as catering to the needs of different individuals in the house..
I really wish to have a house i could call my own and decorate it in the way i like...how wonderful it would be ...then i could throw some parties on the weekends..DAmm,...it would be so cool ...


So far life has been ..hmm..invisible?
suddenly , i feel so lonely and empty..its like a dead shell walking around and it sucks.becoming invisible is suddenly the norm ..and the thought of it being continued scares me...i dun wana be that ...i want to excel , show people what i can achieve and i want people to be proud of me..

Am i able to achieve that ?I am having doubts...but perseverance will bring me to destination i hope...

Everyone seems to be having plans and are archieving something ...i dun wana be selfish ..but..when is my turn exactly coming?

Would it be later ? or would it be never...

i pray that its the former ...

After mulling over it for a few minutes..i have decided to blog about this thing that have been in my mind...Had a hard time keeping it..Have to tell some one , but i know should i do that..that thing wun come true..so i pray hard that should anyone guess what it is ..Dun tell me about it as well...

I know its an almost impossible thing ..but guess giving a try doesn't kill..Even had dreams about it manz..i must be crazy...ok , am babbling away..help help help....

ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE...!

OKie , let's deviate to something else...hmmm ,anyone have any idea how to save some money?i am horrendously spending like there is no tomorrow..or like some rich kid that i probably am and will not.been spending so much on traveling and shopping that it pains to see my bank account..but its worth it right?i mean the travelling part lah , learning and experiencing different cultures.

oh yah , went to youth park on Sunday .Took a whole lot of pictures .Envy my friend ..she look so photogenic and slim..Would i ever be like that ?

Argh..i dduno what to say..seeing myself makes me wana puke...am off to do work le...byez..

Hey hey , what if i really can;t make the mark..hiaz hiaz... SHUT UP!

okok ...bye bye...


ugly-and-unwanted
Dilly and her invisible friend

relieved after the presentation n the test..so here i am while the hair drys..
yeah , today had a funny start..i FELL off the chair on my transport today..damm paiseh ...was dozing off then suddenly..PLOP..me on all fours...haha..lucky the people were kind enuff to help me up..wahaha..can;t believe such a silly thing could happen to me!

yeah , but the day went alright with juz some minor disruptions :)

yesterday went to 'celebrate' kathy's farewell @ yaki yuki located at cineleisure.the price was around 22.90 inclusive of free flow of drinks and ice cream.dun find it really special thou...

Refer to http://travelbugsinaction.blogspot.com

yeah , that's about all..boring life ...

hey , i figured i think i wun be able to make any further changes to my blog till i have some really free time , so for the time being , shall try my best to provide links using the good ol' fashion way of typing.

Have been feeling so tired lately , would I be coming down with some cancer or diseases?you know after thinking for a while , i realized that i have been out working for coming to 2 years!Pretty long i think...never knew i could survive that long...
But working means that there are times when u want to do certain things , but you can't..coz u feel tired , u feel moody , u juz dun feel like facing anyone.

Anyway , back to topic , have left the poly for coming to 2 years..imagine that..yeah , so now we term any meet ups as "reunion"..will be goin to the tea party later..wonder what its like :)

Oh ya , also my bro got back his Os result ..It was ok , except that he failed his math , which resulted in living many options for ITE and two for polytechnic..
See what the education system has done..somehow , i feel that our culture is not a fair one..its like only the better gets the best and the poorer folks are juz specks of dust in the almost picture-perfect background.Its like we have been trained since young to expect and acheive certain things since young and some things , although against our wishes , we will try to achieve them and those that go against this 'convention' will be the weirdos..
As much as we wish to go against , circumstances do not allow us to ..so we end up a grumbling folks. and when we hear about dreams..we will ask :WHat's that?"THere is no space for that here..we talk about PRACTICALITY..things that give us money to spend , a roof over the head , and a car to show off to make up for the dissapoinmnet in being unable to DREAM..

ok , enuf of the boring stuffs..juz pray that my bro is serious in his choice and fufill his dreams..

i have a damm lot of things in my mind now...so much that its gona bore people to death..haha...
for those who can take it..read on.

its like i have been watching a lot of sex and the city lately..and it has given me another attitude towards love.LOve & lust ..what's the difference?Can people have love without lust?Why is it that guys like to touch women?Is it love or lust?
i am still coming up with the answer , so please enlighten me..i hate it when i see those gross couples out there , hugging and groppling like there is a big superglue holding them ..yeah peeps , get some action in the bedroom...not out on the streets..we would appreciate that very much ..tHank you...

All right , some people might say that is jelousy..well , whatever , i am fine with some hand-holding...that would be sweet and nice but those hugging stuffs?cool it down please..we DO NOT want to see Lust on display..DO u want people to know that SEX is on your mind?

I am confused about realtionships..do people get together because of love or lust?is there really love out there?
i wun dare say i am in love but i hope its not lust either...i think i will call them "SPECIAL guys" in my life.

My "Mr Big" & "Aidan"...

Mr Big has got mood swings , u never know what he is thinking , which is in one way intriging , but also tiring.He would be in a good mood , laughing and smiling to you and then suddenly wham...an expressionless face.

i like mR Big ..but i dunno why...he makes me feel like SOmebody at times and a crap at some others.Like yesterday , in a good mood perhaps , he went to buy pringles and a new sort of "bready-biscuits"..After retuning to his seat , he actually walked over to offer me THAT pack of bready-biscuits!
ok , maybe i was thinking too much but it was a sweet gesture that i really appreciated and one that made my day...
Although we might not be meant together , friend...i hope we have a everlasting friendship...coz i know you will always be special to me.

Aidan..GUess who?
haha..he is my budiest of the buddiest guy friend i could ever have ..i think we share the same goals , similar thoughts..its always so easy to tell him my latest crush , my secrets , eveything.

Thanks to Mr BIg and Aidan...for the men in my life ...

Hope our frendship last forever :)