ok , here's maybe gona be a long one. i donno what i what to write just now that i think i have a lot on my mind.have been very very distracted these days.i know the reason and i don like it.Basically it all boils down to liking someone.i don;t like this feeling , thinking and thinking.sometimes it just makes you want to cry..
i think of him all the time , is that crazy???
then all that he have done , shucks...i HATE tis...
why do i always fall for the wrong person?
you know how difficult it is to pretend to avoid someone when all you want to do is to look for him everywhere...
i hate myself for feeling this way...help...
i need to make a fresh start

hi peeps , so far my com ..keke...i duuno how to describe...
now's depending on my bro's cable , if it works i am ok..if not i be stuck in here ..
max came over to do up my comp , haha..made him miss his social life sia..but all thanks to him , everithing so far has been good...have a lot to say manz...but i can't organize my thoughts at the moment...i think its his bad luck to know me as a fren..haha..
think wun be able to update frequently on blog , coz be goin for vocal lessons alreadi , hopefully n usually too shacked after work...sianz,,i hate mondays...its so so so so difficult to pass...:(

argh....

haha..i feel happy ..over the past 2 days..
no words can describe it but its like a bad case of ping pong feelings..
juz think and think then suddenly feel like crying..
haha.ok , peeps , dun so like dat , give me time...hahaha...
one problem at a time..
hmm...lalala...

wow...almost a month of missing in action ..keke...guess no one's coming in to my deserted blog ..
hmm..life goes as usual..no spice no life :(
ok , maybe it wasn't so bad..i am an optimistic person :)

tomorrow's friday! finally!this week seems so long..i wonder why..this job is killing me , ok an exxagaration but to the likes of it at the rate i am going..
once i settle penny's problem , guys, i need help to revamp tis blog..hope the enthusiasm goes..haha..
hope u guys are happy n healthy!
adios..till next time we meet!