hey , i figured i think i wun be able to make any further changes to my blog till i have some really free time , so for the time being , shall try my best to provide links using the good ol' fashion way of typing.

Have been feeling so tired lately , would I be coming down with some cancer or diseases?you know after thinking for a while , i realized that i have been out working for coming to 2 years!Pretty long i think...never knew i could survive that long...
But working means that there are times when u want to do certain things , but you can't..coz u feel tired , u feel moody , u juz dun feel like facing anyone.

Anyway , back to topic , have left the poly for coming to 2 years..imagine that..yeah , so now we term any meet ups as "reunion"..will be goin to the tea party later..wonder what its like :)

Oh ya , also my bro got back his Os result ..It was ok , except that he failed his math , which resulted in living many options for ITE and two for polytechnic..
See what the education system has done..somehow , i feel that our culture is not a fair one..its like only the better gets the best and the poorer folks are juz specks of dust in the almost picture-perfect background.Its like we have been trained since young to expect and acheive certain things since young and some things , although against our wishes , we will try to achieve them and those that go against this 'convention' will be the weirdos..
As much as we wish to go against , circumstances do not allow us to ..so we end up a grumbling folks. and when we hear about dreams..we will ask :WHat's that?"THere is no space for that here..we talk about PRACTICALITY..things that give us money to spend , a roof over the head , and a car to show off to make up for the dissapoinmnet in being unable to DREAM..

ok , enuf of the boring stuffs..juz pray that my bro is serious in his choice and fufill his dreams..

i have a damm lot of things in my mind now...so much that its gona bore people to death..haha...
for those who can take it..read on.

its like i have been watching a lot of sex and the city lately..and it has given me another attitude towards love.LOve & lust ..what's the difference?Can people have love without lust?Why is it that guys like to touch women?Is it love or lust?
i am still coming up with the answer , so please enlighten me..i hate it when i see those gross couples out there , hugging and groppling like there is a big superglue holding them ..yeah peeps , get some action in the bedroom...not out on the streets..we would appreciate that very much ..tHank you...

All right , some people might say that is jelousy..well , whatever , i am fine with some hand-holding...that would be sweet and nice but those hugging stuffs?cool it down please..we DO NOT want to see Lust on display..DO u want people to know that SEX is on your mind?

I am confused about realtionships..do people get together because of love or lust?is there really love out there?
i wun dare say i am in love but i hope its not lust either...i think i will call them "SPECIAL guys" in my life.

My "Mr Big" & "Aidan"...

Mr Big has got mood swings , u never know what he is thinking , which is in one way intriging , but also tiring.He would be in a good mood , laughing and smiling to you and then suddenly wham...an expressionless face.

i like mR Big ..but i dunno why...he makes me feel like SOmebody at times and a crap at some others.Like yesterday , in a good mood perhaps , he went to buy pringles and a new sort of "bready-biscuits"..After retuning to his seat , he actually walked over to offer me THAT pack of bready-biscuits!
ok , maybe i was thinking too much but it was a sweet gesture that i really appreciated and one that made my day...
Although we might not be meant together , friend...i hope we have a everlasting friendship...coz i know you will always be special to me.

Aidan..GUess who?
haha..he is my budiest of the buddiest guy friend i could ever have ..i think we share the same goals , similar thoughts..its always so easy to tell him my latest crush , my secrets , eveything.

Thanks to Mr BIg and Aidan...for the men in my life ...

Hope our frendship last forever :)