hmm , can't concentrate on studying ..so blog before i sleep..

Have been wondering about the fortune teller's prediction...is it comin true?she says that i will have an uneventful studying year as will be distracted by many things , which is becoming true.am starting to be not veri focused on studies...will proscratinate and my mind starts wandering when i am studying..juz like now , when i am supposed to be studyin , here i am blogging..
she also predicted for me to not change my job for this year , but my contracts end this 30jun , with promise of extension that i am not sure is goin to be confirmed as i have not receive my renewal letter ..:(

anyway , jus wana update my list i had in my last entry:

1.aussie trip,...yeappie , the day is drawing near!we discussed a little on how the trip is gona be..hopefully we cover everything!went to surf on sunshine coast juz now...seems like there is a lot to do!n finally i realize that fraser island is in sunshine coast ..haha...

6.Wing's bday...went out on sat to look for her pressie and in the end we did not get any ...coz she wanted an expensive(she said it!) bikini set and a straw bag...and her taste is..ahmm , a bit different from us...so there..we have no surprise for her :(
but we decideded to do a theme for her bbq on 03jul , which is to have a beach theme bbq~
we will be gettin her balloons and making some garlands n stuffs...Centerpoint 5th level i think sells great party stuffs , a bit on the expensive side but you can get a lot of ideas !so i def would recommend that!of which reminds me...i think we can do up a fairy theme for viv...!
..but but..her bday clash with edwin..how...who;s birthday to go ...i mean obviiyusly is viv;s la..she will kill me if i am NOT at her party but my colleagues are my best bunch of clleagues now and well , he;s leaving us soon ..:(
well , see how it goes..

8.wow...degree and advance dip is ceratinly veri diff...my studies seem to concentrate a lot on hands-on and very much similar to poly life...while degree seems really to be very much theory based.currently helpin out wing with her projects and it doesn;t seem to be very fun ..at least can contribute thou...hope it helps when i decide to take my degree...degree work sound so sophiscated...i am not sure whether i like hands-on or memory work...on one hand , i think hands-on will make u learn faster and reemebr for life...but its often time consuiming and for such a lazy person like me...haha...my project mates suffer..theory/memory base i can do well i think , but i find it useless and redudnant..haha..so i hope to train myself in more hands-on...is thsi the correct approach?

12.lending SATC to hanim tomorrow...fianlly on item to strike off...have promise to lend her eons ago ...but juz keep forgettin to do ot...which reminds me to burn that disk for bs since like a month ago..

13.yesh..we celebrated bs's bday on friday...we did a nice box and gift wrapped the CALvin Klein THONG plus a yummyliciosu cake from polar..pictures to get from hanim n pornstar..will update if remember..it was fun ..haha..we sprayed a whole can of 'fragrant spray' on him with a dash of baby powder..he smelled nice that day....and wrote us a sweet n nice thank-you email...hope u enjoyed yourself boy...even thou i didn;t seem to be THAT appreciative...haha..


that's all for the rant today...its time for bed ..

wish sindy all the best for your exams ..let us work hard !
seeya on saturday ~~~

**think got a lot of photos to post manz...

wana talk about a lot of things but i think i better jot it down now and update later coz the swimming in my mind is making me fried...

1.aussie trip..can't wait to go esp after watchin the block and my restaurant rulez...aussie here i come!gotta sort out some stuffs first thou , we have to maximise out time there so plan plan plan~!
i hope to have a good sleep on both flights...so pray they dun have very nice food or nice movies,if not i am dead meat!anyway have been sorting n printing all the info sin&ash fowarded..thanks.

2.Presentations...flop?haha...shall talk about it later ...special thanks to sheryl thou.

3.meet up with poly frens=cheryl where r u ?

4.meet up with CX people...wana see Rina's daughter!!!

5.BBQ with Sia pple...my dearest colleagues.

6.Wing's bday..my Gaud...muzt plan how to do a surprise for her!coz they did a veri nice board for me!!!yeah!~will upload next time

7.examz..totally lost interet after all teh presentations...Help!

8.Wing& viv's project..find time to help them!!Degreee is most certainly diff from adv dip..haha..

9.redecorate room!fengshui not good...muz change ...

10.legs scar!wana get rid of them..pls if any miracle cure pls inform me!

11.fatty bom bom....i think running out of clothes le...all wear until it becomes veri wooly le...plus my bags are all "un-carriable"

12.lend hanim SATC!!

13.feel so bad for not preparing anything for Bs... :(

14.feel so bad for for for.....

15.i know i got more to write but i can;t remember...

16.change blog layout

17.learn to love someone

18.shitz....gettin hungry...

19.try not to be late for work..

20.that's all folks...remember photos photos!

21.catch up on FD project!

22.tata for real..mom;s mumbling about timing again ...

Pic oF tHe daE..a CaR frEshnEr..a biT gayiSh hoR..haHA.. 

i wana sleep more than anything else..my eyes can't open any more and my head is already in log off mood..yesterday i did my project until 5am...and i make myself wake up at a bloody 8.30am to complete it ..and for the record , its still not completed..

i was late for meeting the guys..my classmates i mean...went to the wrong OG..i went to the old one instead of the new one and keep asking my classmate...:where are you , where are you?"

i know my project direction now..will try hard to achieve it...thou it doesn't help that my horoscope reads :

The only work that will have lasting value in the coming week is work that you do in the spirit of fun.If you approach any task with nothing more than a desire to get it over with , it will ultimately be useless.

See,..i am dead meat...i haven made my bed yet...better go now...wish me luck for the project..badly need it as u can see from the above Horoscope reading..

**i bought something for a fren's birthday ..its meant to be a joke..i will be nice to buy him a cake also la..have fun and enjoy the pic...

CloSe up viEw of ThE neckLace.. 

Belated BurFday giFt FroM HuiYIng..so SweeT .. 

After a week , i am back...the pictures below are chocolates brought back by PrinCess Di from Los Angeles...I like thoSE chocolates...can't get theM in Singapore!

She Also bought me a pair of earrinGs..veri Nice..will post theM if i REmember ..keke..

I have been reading a lot of blogs lately , one thing , pictures really makes a blog more interesting.should try to add more pictures whenevr i can ..but please dun pressure me..haha..
Wordy blogs turn people off i think , i am attracted to blogs where people tell their lives , like what they did and interesting stuffs they found...i get turn off by those that talk in poems...its a bit too mind-boggling for me..

By the way , i am way exhausted while typing this , so whatever comes to mind will be what is goin thru my mind now...i think this will be a long a draggy post but...haha...whatever..its my blog u know..anyway the government is saying that we do not speak proper english , so i will try to ensure that i speak properly.ok?
Not trying to go against the government , people say that we are too 'dead' , what the governemnt says , we do .is it really true?
I think we have a mind of our own , if we want to do or not want to do something , it boils down to an individual's choice.It's like we can advise but can never dictate...well , anyway , i think i am side tracking , my main purpose of blogging today is not to talk about this but an issue i pondered since the beginning of the week.

yeah , two things..

1. REaltionships..to fall or not to fall..

yeah , its this topic again..i suddenly realize something..i am selfish.that's why i dun dare to love , i am afraid of getting myself hurt.All this time when i wanted a boyfriend , its not because i want to love someone , i want to be protected and loved.so i conclude , this is not love..i was tempted to find a boyfriend because everyone was having one..my friends , my cousins , everyone i know..they are either in love or wanting to find love..what really defines love?Today i saw a couple in the mrt...they were very young , probably in secondary school.the guy was touching the gal , hands on the back , squeezing..the gal , i am not sure whether she is enjoying it or not , coz although the action kept going , she had a look that tells me'please stop doing that'in her mind.they were hugging and kissing...i am starting to get unfazed by such stuffs but i was really interested to see what was goin on...*don't tell me you guys arn't!*Are they in love?i ask myself , do they know the meaning of love?or are they just curious about sex and the body of the opposite sex?

I do not proclaim that i know love...coz seriously , i have no idea what love is about.Life to me , is achieving my personal goals .I have crushes , no doubt , and enjoys looking at cute guys..but ultimately ,i don't wish to know more about that person.If i see him for a long time , i lose interest.

Am i destined for a single's life?or is love not here yet?time will tell , so now i will just enjoy my life.i do hope that there will be someone to teach me the meaning of love thou i definetely don;t think of it now...but i think i am 'lusty'..so from time to time i will probably gush about my latest crush!

2. Future..where art thou?
My second thought is my future.Often i paint a very nice picture , imagining myself earning big bucks , having a nice house and lots of friends surrouding me...would this actually happen?
i am in a delimma , i duuno my interest lies in tourism & hospitality industry OR the fashion industry.I think i like to service people , i want to make people happy , i am happy when i see smiles on people's face , especially touched for what i have done for them..Fashion ..hmm , i don;t know..is it because the modules this term seems to be tougher and makes me want to give it up or it was a rash of a moment that i signed up for this course..

tell me , should i continue with this course or should i do a degree in tourism.if i switch course ,i would be wasting the money and effort i put in for the past 7 months..but if i switch to do tourism ,would i be happy with my choice and would it be worthy to give up my fashion course?

i think somehow the answer is there..just that i do not have to courage to review or understand it...i will seriously consider it , but any comments , i welcome..teamwork is always better :)

speaking of teamwork , i am ashamed of myself yet again.i didn;t fufill my duties and i feel bad about it.like i was supposed to do my research , but i didn;t.i was supposed to go bras brasah to search for the prices , but i didn't and went to watch movie instead..this behaviour is un-pardonable , i want to make up for it ,so please give me strength to work for it...i don't want to procrastinate , but i eventually it..

i want to change for the better , i want to be a person that when i die , i have no regrets and sorriness ..i want my friends and relatives to remember me as a friend , as a loved one...as someone that have left footprints in their lives..i want to make a difference.

i don't want people to feel dissapointed with me.

I will not conform to what others expect me to , i won't fake an attitude for you to see. i wanna be me , but when me is a demon , please help me to be the mortal.

Especially to sindy...thanks for all the help for arranging our trip to Brisbane , checking the flights , thinking of stuffs for us and accomodating my friends. :P..i really hope that its ok for ya and your friends for my colleagues to join .*hugs*

yeah , the time is 1.31am ..i will oversleep tomorrow yet again..hope that i can complete my assignment in time...

Nity nitz..i feel so good after babbling out...

Start to a new day tomorrow!!!

AlL gooDIEs froM LoS AngeLes...YuMmi..actuallY thEre is mOre buT atE alreAdi..*sluRps* 

3 mUsKeTeers.. 

MidNigHt MilKy wAy.. 

Hershey's mr. GooDbAr..