its sunday again..sianz..after a dew more hours is bedtime then off to the dreaded monday again..
have been planning to go here and there but it seems like its gone with the wind 2..
hmm...like wat sumiko tan said in the newspaper , forgot the topic but it seems that every1 has the same day , walking up , lazing around and then a day gone again.
shuucks..
hey , what should a person do if they kinda like their bud's crush?
hehe..
goin crazi thinkin...wahhh...
oh btw , went for a movie with wing yesterday , underworld..u noe throughout the whole show there is NO sunlight all dark sinister places with thunder and lightning..so ...undescribable.
am waitin for intolerable cruelty..i am a sucker for comedies , romances n horror movies..veri xtreme huh..
feel so sleepy now..like never had ani sleep..not so nice feeling eh..
yesterdae also went fa zai place to eat , yummy..he is a mean cook!i mean he cooks really well..puts gals to shame..heheh
we had black pepper beef, asam fish , beansprouts and crunchy dumplings!YUMMY!
2 bad forgot to take photos..
hmm, after blogging think goin to redecorate room..so sick and tired...bleh...
hopefully my future home nice nice eh..

yippe! its friday!happy deepavali!
hah, long awaiin tis dae to come finaally its here!
so happy , although feeling letargic, its has been a wonderful dae!
now listening to david tao songs..and they are GREAT!
didn't like him at first , but his songs are really nice..especially regular friends..pu tong peng you..
weee..realli nice..think goin to be like selina..crazi over him!
thanks to wing , she sae got one somg..I love you (ai hen jian dan) veri nice so borrowed from bro and wahhahaa..
so hyper now..hahaha...
hey ,great cd..get it!

cokkies made from oven..kinda look like chicken pieces..haha

new nephew!born last sunday!

Tao Ze and precious moment box given by joey!

hiya..
another sunday..another weekend soon to be gone.
Been thinking these few days..ok..read up on a mag , i think is teens?aniwei , one article was on something like what kind of fren are you..amkes me think..i have not been a very good friend all the while.
ok..the title actually goes like 'Friends: are u a good pal?'
sad to say, i think i am not..
To maintain a friendship is liken to a relationship..there are sharing and lots of gives n takes.i know i have not given enough and thanks for tolerating me , my friends.
you guys have to bear the brute of my bad temper , and bad mouth and whatever else i haven add in to the list since its gona be very long anyway..
thanks for being there..seems like i haven done anything for you guys..
think am turing from bad to worse..didn't used to be like that hopefully..
so sad..so confused..identity crisis maybe?or depression?
or that am getting what i deserve for treating people that way?
Dear GOD..please help me to find myself and be a better friend to all those who cares for me and whom i Love..
I promise to try hard ...cross my heart..

Pics i held until now..gatherin taken on 29/09..

sorrie!!

ivonne and James Ginns

A grOupz Pic

Ivonne receiving token of appreciation from James

New Oven i Pestered moM to buy..MUah>>

Beach mat that hopefully has got some use..

CutiZ choco from ash..MuckS!

Mi bed damm messy!!

now at ash place..the guys are busy playing around with their nails..nail art that is..haha..
juz like good old days..except hmm..kinda tired so hee..not joining in the fun..
seems liike every1 is havim fun..that 's good..
keez..
hmm..dunno what to write in here..today not so good..feel so moody..argh..
how how how how how....
saturdae have to work..wonder where to go after that..life passes ..emmm..smtimes fast sometimes slow..
hiZ..sm1 goin to australia for a month liao...sadz...
aniwei , ok,,,enuf of crappin..tata

monday night..tuesday morning..one little tired gal..writin in..
ok..what made me wana come in is coz of what happened a few hours ago..went to watch 2nd hand lions juz now..cool show..some fren told mi it was pretty lame..i thought it was touching.
teaches one bout life..dun think be sayin the plot out in case ani1 is interested in watchin .
after the show went home as normal but on the way back..chatted with one buddy..if u guys know who..
yups, we talked bout how life is, what is happening in each other lives..guess he is the only one who knows me inside out..
well, we sat and talked for a while and the feeling he gave is like he is realli grown up..
admiring him more and more..taught mi some things about life , reality and stuffs..
He's a family man..emm..good guy really..
haha..believe his future partner will be very fortunate..can't disclose what he said but
something gals would like their future husband to be..
guess this guy will always hold a special place in mi heart..thanks to u bud...may GOD bless you ..and i know he will..

hiya..gotta have a lot to write..so hang on peeps..
hmm..been gone for so long..so how's every1?
kinda missed blogging..but couldn't pick miself up to switch on the com..or to fix it up as a matter of fact..
this is mi sec time at system recovery..hope penny dun hang up on mi animore..if not gotta send him to the 'hospital'.
been still tired after these times..wonder how u guys manage to sleep for onli a few hours a dae and join so mani activities..
i'm dying alreadi..now suffering from cough..wonder if its with compliments from xinyi..ahha..feels like TB coz the attck last so long that makes pple look at u when u cough..
everi1 busi with their life..does ani1 ever stop to reflect how their life is goin?are they on the path to heaven or to doom?
gettin philosophical again..sorrie..
coz i feel that mi 20 years of life has lesser meaning than what it is worth..youth is only once..are we to waste time like that?If not..what should be done?
often we want to do this and that but how often do we ever get to doin it..am glad for those who manage to realize their dreams..for those who doesn't..what is being planned?
plans and dreams are nothing if nothin is done to acheive them..
how i wish i had the determination to do somethin i reali want...life is selfish..humans are selfish...
ok..i admit..i am selfish..
agh...juz wanted to vent everythin out..why is life so pretentious?often we are not who we are..that is sad..we conform to society and become puppets of society...triggered by strings attached to every part of our bodies..
are we truly happy?
when we pray to GOD.are we true to him?are we true to ourselves?i dunno..does anione knows?
reality versus dreams...which way are we heading?
am i goin crazi?juz wana keep on typing....hahaa..realli am goin crazi...
weeeh...ok..catch up later...
no1 likes pessimistics..cheerios guys...
live life to the fullest..be true to yourself...and lastly...i am not crazi...

hi peeps..couldn't resist the urge to put in some words..so here i am ..
well , understand that there was some misunderstanding between u guys..hope everythin is settled now..dun fight over some intangible stuffs ok..world peace here..
actually had wrote a lot of stuffs over at ash place that nigt but stupid mi actually went to delete everithin off..aniwei , what's done is done..
duuno y but feel veri tired after work everydae..dun even feel like goin aniwhere after work..burnout perhaps?
duuno..hope that u guys dun burn urself out..the feelin not veri nice..may slip into depression..aha..so take care!
type and type until so long liao..haha..people..realli take care ok?
dun fall sick..esp ash and sin...ash dun push urself on ur studies..u ask jo to relax but u also dun get enuf sleep..sin better take care of ur cought also..dun eat heaty stuffs when u know u shouldn't!
so long guys...seeya on wed , hopefully nuthin else crops up..
until then..tata and again..take care and may GOD bless u guys!
aside to bones..hey , think i may be postphoning mi french lessons..maybe takin up cantonese first..hehee...