so tired..think gettin lazier n lazier..
can u believe that i haven really prepare for tomorrow's quiz???OMG..i hate to behave that way ..

i have a piece of good news..*smirk*
but it shan be revealed until its confirmed.

what am i blabbering?i am gettin delirious..muz get to bed...
i feel so crappy...


And peeps..i will be off to bangkok on saturday !
dun feel anything as yet ..maybe will get excited by tomorrow night.wana experience the thrills of shopping !

p/s* this time i will be back with photos!* :D

keep feeling like sunday today..duuno why...maybe due to the fact that there was nuthin much on ...
ok , not say nuthin...i stil have projects pending and a quiz upcoming on friday ..
heehee..then i be off to Bangkok!!

have somehow got 0ff the couple thingy..i celebrate SINgleDom!!!maybe a case of 2 much SEx n the city..kaka..
ok , this gona be a short one..though i have originally planned for a long entry thou...
too tired ..have to do some study ...

bye bye

i am sad sad sad..
firstly , monday didn't go well...everyone is in a bad mood..including HIm..so ok , no one talking , no happy moments.
When i came home , no mood to study ..as of now , i have 3 more chapters of reading n tmomorrow is the bloody quiz...

And today , supposidly to be a good day ..arranged for swimming but SOBZ..i lost my watch at the pool ...

i am so so so angry with myself...why didn;t i check properly????
its a watch with sentimental values..given by my ex colleagues for my 21st birthday..

argh!!!!!

i pray that some kind soul have picked up the watch and give it to any lost n found counter..may GOD bless this kind soul ...


*my watch looks similar to this...anyone who sees this at bedok swimming pool on january 18 between 6-7.30pm , pls pls pls tell me ..thanks*

Third week of school i guess?
time really flies huh..its going to be the end of January soon !
welcome chinese New year!

grasp , haven done any cleaning yet...as of this morning have been slacking , watchin dvds ..hehe..

had a good talk with vivien yesterday night ,coz we went over wing's place.iitially wanted to bake some cookies but ended up talking and looking at the pictures ans reliving the past...it was fun , looking back , thinking about the quarrels we had on our taipei trip last year..haha , it was difficult n fun at the same time :)

ok , know what?..keith (remember him?).i met up with him yesterday .i was so shocked when he contacted me last year , think around early december ?but we only caught up yesterday .it was awkward alright , but eveything is cool ...i know what i want..and its definely not him i guess..we are 2 selfish people and selfish people can NEVer be together.Just wana be thankful for the chance to realize that.

REad from my cousin's blog ..she felt unhappy and probably a bit stressed..Hope u are doing well ...
Realzie that in today's society , people are all the ME attitude..yup , including urs truly.i am not afraid to say that i am a selfish person..and this selfishness is making me a even more selfish person..this selfishness has turned me into a green eyed , idiotic bit**..duh..i hate myself for behaving this way but i guess this is the only way to protect youself in this world.Maybe that's how the real world is ..everyone only have eyes for themsleves onli..realli , only a few saints around the world that are truly SAINTS..they are the ones who deserve to be in Heaven (IF there really is one and i hope they do )The rest of us should just go somewhere where we can evaluate ourselves and try to be a better being.

Do you guys also realize that we like to evaluate people , comment on people,but never stopping to think how it affects the person in question?or how a bitch or jerk we are in doing so ?
Someone once ask me after i commented on a person's behavior whether my statement was valid ? Did i actually KNOW why and how this person would behave?whay gives me the right to talk about the person that way ? Then i REalzie , i was looking at pple with colored lenses...something i formed out from my little world , and a veri little world at that .
i based my stament from what i think , but not what she might actually be..
its like the proverb"frog in a well"..
The frog that sees the world as only "This Big".

i will try Not to be that frog..please forgive me for all bad stuffs and thinkings i have ...

i broke a promise to myself...i said i wanted to sleep early , have a better body ..duh , i am back again blogging.
This cable thingy is killing me , unlike the 56k , i can come in as in when i like it , well , excepy for a minor glitch in my bro;s *what ever u call that machine* thingy.
yup , skool again tomorrow , veri xiong..lessons are on every odd days , meaning i have to spend a lot of money on transport n food..

well , our main discussion these days at lunch was on marriage.guess what..to buy a HDB flat in punggol or sengkang , and a 4 room at the very least , it actually cost around 100K..100k mind u!!

where are we gona get that money!plus besidehaving to pay cash upfront , then u muz make monthly payments every month!correct me if i am wrong , trying to remember what little i know of ..but , woo , that is a big sum of money to me..
no wonder those married young couples lament that they do not have $$...Its true!
unless u are earning 2-3k per month , wow , its really hard to survive..
to think that i was actually dreaming of a five room flat ..be glad that i could even afford a three-roomer..-_-"
suddenly feel like getting married after these discussions , but waha..i haven form my number '8'..sianz..
why am i so unwanted?all i wish for is a friend i can talk to for life and a cosy little corner to call my own ..is that veri difficult?*monetary problems aside*

BUT...i WILL NOT be defeated!!!
one day...dreams will come true ..my prince n i will be in our world...
we will..we will...

everytime i plan what i want to write but by the time i get in here , almost 3/4 is forgoten ..then will crap a little n end this whole blog..

today is the start of the day for skool kids , u and i included..barely a week of rest n back to skool again..duh..realli enjoyed the break thou it was a short-lived one..
hmm , what do i want to say?
ok , enjoyed christmas and new year's celebrations.
some things happened..well , lets see how it progresses ..can;t put any names here :p

wil try to put links to pictures , would it be better ?
not sure , aniwei , in the process of making resolutions n hopin to keep to them ..


wish me luck :)