Why am I feeling this way..

I hate the feeling of pms. It makes everything so negative and makes one so snappy.

I should be over the mood when i receive this. but i ain't. Is it because of the sickening homones? Or are there underlying cause.. which reminds me that he has given HER something of this nature and that i absolutely abhore that thought. It makes me feel like i am second to her , i am his second choice and my mind runs wild thinking that its because he didn't manage to get her that's why he settled for me.

I probably shouldn't be thinking this way. No..this shouldn't be it.

I hope this unsettling feel pass quickly. Its depressing and so not the usual me.