skimmed thru my cousin's blog.realized that in the world , there are actually pple in the same situation as u or perharps even worse.
i have been harping on my bad life , why is it that i dun have friends/time/good job/good brains/good looks..so the list goes on..(not in the order )
i hate myself for feeling this way but i can;t help it..why is it that pple;s life seem much more perfect?
perhaps it isn't true...i am juz so very uptight that i am not giving my love ones and myself a chance.i live in a reclusive worle wz onli a selfish me inside.its dark , its scary , its lonely .that is why i yearn for a shoulder to lean on ..i thought i found him , but perhaps he aint meant to be .
feel like having a good cry ...a veri veri good sob to wake me up
i duuno my life direction , i duno wat i want ...
sobs...
GamBatte Ne!
please someone help me walk out of this bleak thinking i need help help help...